En Route To Solitude, There Is A World Losing Sight

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Music! Yay. C’est la vie. My current songs on my mp3 player:

1. Liminality (Full version) – .hack//Liminality OST (by See-Saw)
2. Piece of Heaven – Weiss Kreuz OST
3. Genjitsu wo Warau – Tokyo Jihen
4. Ignited – Gundam SEED Destiny OP (performed by TM Revolution)
5. In the Sky – Horie Yui
6. Saigo no Hibi – Chrno Crusade OST
7. Akatsuki no Kuruma – Gundam SEED Insert song (performed by FictionJunction & Yuuka)
8. Bokurarizumu – FREENOTE
9. Cold Hard Bitch – Jet
10. Shounen Heart – Home Made KAZOKU
11. Sakura – Ketsumeishi
12. Ding! Dong! Dang! – Naruto (performed by TUBE)
13. Shinjitsu no Uta – Inuyasha (by Do As Infinity :3)
14. Yume no Kazu Dake – NEWS
15. Hajimari no Hi (Full Version) – DNAngel (by Minawo)
16. Futsu no Negai – DNAngel (by Minawo)
17. I wanna be Loved by You – Ringo Shiina (lead vocals of Tokyo Jihen)
18. Rakuen Baby – Rip Slyme
19. First Love – Utada Hikaru
20. For Fruits Basket – Fruits Basket OST (performed by Ritsuko Okazaki)
21. Chiisana Inori – Fruits Basket OST (performed by Horie Yui)
22. Flight of the Bumblebee – Maksim Mrvica
23. A Gentle Afternoon – DNAngel (by Minawo)
24. Memories Erased in the Rain – FFIX
25. Gravity – Wolf’s Rain (performed by Maaya Sakamoto)
26. Go!!! – Naruto (performed by FLOW)
27. Fake Wings – .hack//Sign OST (by See-Saw)
28. U+K – Gackt
29. Helena – My Chemical Romance


Probably I’m in a better situation now than in the previous week.

I’m trying to blend in to 2-CSA, and so far I’m slowly knowing each and every one of those guys. I’m having a better time now than in the previous week, where I was just a solid block of ice.

But as they say, place ice somewhere warm and it will eventually melt. And 2-CSA seems a bit warm for me.

It’s like my old high school experience again: every year I have to advance to another section, meet new classmates, remember new names, make new relationships. But the circumstances in this situation is a bit different. I have been in 2-CSB for 1 and a half years, and I already am comfortable in the place that I am in. But s**t happens once in a while, even in a sanctum like UST, and so to speak I have to adjust.

Every once in a while in 2-CSA I have close friends, like Bryan, Andrew (sporadically present), Nollie and Kenneth, former 2-CSBs just like me. Irregular students, I must say. They have different schedules, different situations, and different circumstances in which they have little control over with in the present. It’s like a combo: sometimes I have Andrew, then Nollie, or both, or with Kenneth, or with Bryan, it’s like come-and-go. But it’s OK as long as they’re there. Links to the past, I must say.

I dearly miss 2-CSB terribly. But, for the sake of my being a developing person and my grades, I have to go with 2-CSA.

But there’s no place like home. And it’s CS-B.


Ahh, the death of Eddie Guerrero.

I will miss Latino Heat. One of the most colorful personalities in the WWE, I must say. Definitely a future WWE Hall of Famer. After all, his extensive resume in the ECW, WCW, and WWE leaves no doubt that he’s in there for some time now.

Even though he’s clean and sober for the past 4 years or so, the damage done by his demons of the past caught up with him. They said it was heart failure.

My collection of WWE PPVs (VCDs and DVDs) at home from 2002 to 2005 had some pretty good Guerrero matches, including the No Way Out 2004 where he won the WWE Championship from Brock Lesnar.

It’s kinda ironic Guerrero had all the championship belts his friend Batista never had in his career, while Batista had all the belts Guerrero will never win ever again.

He cannot lie anymore. He could not cheat death. But he certainly stole the hearts of the WWE fans.

But the bottom line is that Eddie Guerrero is a man who lived his life up to the very end. A man who vanquished his vices to become a man of integrity. A man who captured the heart of the fans. A colorful personality, a man who had wrestling in his veins. A real champion.

Viva la Eddie Guerrero!


Probably It’s Mat or some Net peeve who is spamming my tagboard with the friggin’ remarks and the 2-CSB tagboards with s**t. The worst thing is that he uses my name.

I don’t know about the s**t he’s up to. I deem that person is somebody who has a troubling problem regarding his mental stability. I equate spammers and peeves with mental patients. Taggers in my tagboard ( like irwin-san, RainDrops, Rikku-chan, etc.) are different from spammers. First, they are welcome. Second, they do not write unnecessarily. They do have a sensible message for me to read. Thirdly, they are sane.

My e-mail is free from spam. Because when I see one, there’s only one option: delete. I’m getting nudges from Andrew because he’s the one getting a little bit roused by this perpetrator’s attacks (he’s somewhat included).

So please, whoever the perpetrator of these spam may be, in behalf of Andrew, please clean up your s**t or else be the one to eat all of yours. You’re in more dire need of a blowjob than any other man in history. (I kinda copied that line from “Good Morning Vietnam” :3 )

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